00:36 22/01/2021

To my…

Poisons. I know. I never liked to write when the poisons were flowing fresh through my veins. You know that all to well, my darling. How messy I wrote when I was deep in my cups. But even though I am deep in my cups, I’m not writing from a place of anguish and uncertainty. No. I’m more sure than ever. Thank the Father above. I’ve been looking after myself and my goodness. And so, even though I write in a poisoned state, I’m writing in a state of certainty and reassurance. I’m happy to write right now.

This coming seasons. I’ve been preparing for it. Preparing for it because that has been the plan all along. The phase of construction. It’s been a long time coming. But I always knew this stage was coming to my life. I’ve always felt it in my bones. The time where I’d start to build. For myself!

But things that I hold onto that no longer serve my current purpose. Things like my other loved ones.

And with this spirit of construction, has come the acknowledgement of matters that I soon need to unleash myself from. The outside worlds. And not just anything from the outside. But things that I hold onto that no longer serve my current purpose. Things like my other loved ones.

My light. I must do my best to preserve it. Because if this season is about construction, I’ll need all the light that I can harness. This season is no longer the time that I can offer my light to others. And as the days flow past, it’s becoming more and more clear that where I would deposit my light, were truly not the best avenues of investments. You certainly made nothing of all that light I offered you, my darling. Would anyone else truly appreciate my goodness? It seems not. And so be it! A man of chivalrous virtues has done enough. Those in the dark will now have to suffer without my grace.

Tonight is a long night. A key night. Because tonight is when I can truly wash my hands off of what no longer serves me well.

And me? I stayed the path I set for myself long ago.

Tonight. I dealt with brothers. Sisters. Life. And all of them were flowing to where they felt they should. Whether it was a good path or not. They went where they thought they’d succeed. Some continued along the darkness, blinded by the cheap temptations they thought would warm their souls. Others couldn’t bare the cold anymore and did what they needed to do to escape the shadows. Father above, bless them. And me? I stayed the path I set for myself long ago. I remained the beacon of light, so that if wanderers saw my grace, they would do what they needed to stay in the warmth. And if not, the wanderers would eventually fade away further into the shadows.

Tonight, that beacon shines its last flame. Those close enough will see where the next fires will burn. Those who ventured too far off… Father above, give them a moment of silence.

I looked after a brother tonight. He was curious about one of my treasures. But tonight, he may have finally opened his eyes to the obstacles ahead of what the dragon protects. The ordeal is still there for him to try. To triumph. It truly is. But I think he had finally grasped what was at peril, given the journey. I bless him. A dragon cannot guard what lies in the dark forever. And if the graverobbers maraud their share, so be it!

For, I am the dragon. All I know is to safeguard such lost souls

As for me, I learned something recently. It was something Valentina opened my eyes to. Something she despised in others. Those who played the ‘damsel in distress’. I spoke of how they made my life harder. For, I am the dragon. All I know is to safeguard such lost souls. But in our disdain for such, she opened my eyes to a role that I was no longer to fulfill this season. This season, I would no longer be the dragon, safeguarding the cursed treasure. And in her disagreement of what I should no longer invest my time into, it was finally clear to see. My role for her.

Folk find fault in others what they find as fault within themselves.

I don’t think the sweet girl understands what she has written for herself. But as a spiritual master, I have already left her with all the tools she needs to grow. Now is the time to separate the lions from the lambs. Or, pray that she keeps everything together.

I have other dears I need to bid farewell to, very soon. And the Fate readings have told me that I’ll soon see who I’ll keep beside me. Everybody else, I’ll wish them the best.

My plans are firm. I have already set out for what I must do. Those who aid my growth will be blessed with a smile. The rest… Well… Let us smile for them when that time comes.

Love from yours truly

-Daniel Roy