18:05 24/06/2021

To my whatever…

I finally got to see her! It was only a short while. But it still meant something. So for now, we can rest assured that she is okay.

It’s not as if she truly needed to see me. Our gorgeous Dame of the Moon always had a many by her doorstep. Even as her brother, it likely didn’t mean much to her. But to me… I needed to see of her. Just the mere sight of her was relieving. She worries me dearly. She hasn’t been her best. So, to just hold her for a second meant everyth…

Sadly, I still have trouble with that. It must frustrate her deeply. It surely does me. I haven’t given her what we likely both needed. Trust.

It still troubles me all the time. Especially with her. She likely doesn’t understand me. I don’t even understand me. All I can be grateful for is that she was still willing to see me, even if only for a short while.

I’m dramatically injured. Broken at several parts of my being. And finally out of the infirmary, it has been quiet. A quick visit from my parents, was all. But today, Luna spent time with me. Luna. The hardest one to catch of all. She was the first one to actually see me. Nothing makes me more happier.

I owe her more than I give her. I just hope she doesn’t give up on me. But I’ll understand if she does. I’m just me. Waiting for our journeys out to seas.

In my broken state, it meant everything to be by her side again. Even for that short moment. Not as close. But it was better than nothing.

Sadly this where we both sail away again. I can feel it in my bones.

Doesn’t that make you sad, my darling? You know how dear she is to me. At least now we both know she is okay. That makes rest much easier.

My darling, find strength to armour me. To face my enemies.

And grant me your blessings, so that I may recover well from my injuries.

I know that last request is too difficult of an offering. Do not worry. I understand that completely. These past few centuries have made that clear. It would be nice, though.

Love from yours truly,

-Daniel Roy