18/07/2021

Father above, had it been that long since we last ventured those plains. ‘We’… together.

You know I love to roam those worlds. And whether we like it or not, our paths do cross. But this time was different, wasn’t it, my darling?

I’m not even sure if I’m still in tune with the music of those places, or in tune with your light. But Father above, what I saw… Clear. Vivid. Detailed. True. Beautiful. It was not only a spirit I sensed this time. But my mind, it witnessed an actual physical presence.

I fear it was only a ghost. A haunting – especially given the occasion at hand once Eluna fades away at the end of this night. But no. I do not believe it was that. It was not my mind or its trickery.

Your smile was so gracious, my darling. I hadn’t felt such warmth and love in centuries. Did you truly mean to see me? We locked eyes for that wisp of a moment. Did you truly seek me? Or was it me who prayed so hard for that chance?

This is all damned troubling for me. I’m greatly unsettled, especially since I’ve been dancing around those forgotten arts lately. Those occult crafts. You know how unstable my mind gets when I deal with things beyond this realm. I’m so fearful of that very phantom I saw.

I’m fearful that it wasn’t truly you, my darling.

That grace… I want to hold it – just a little while longer.

Did I smile aswell? Could you tell? Did my efforts even make it through? Who knows.

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I wish I could give you a gift, my darling. A nice gesture. You know. But in all honesty, given all that you’ve communicated, and given all they have told me, maybe now is not the time. It seems intrusion is not something you’re ready for. The last I wish to do is shake the apparently still unsettled waters. This is all I’ve been shown, my darling. I still await your sign from above.

I don’t know if our meeting ‘there’ is enough for me to know. I’m still down here in these worlds.

But while you’re up there, my darling, please grant strength to armour me. I’ve new roads before me. With foes I’ve yet to face.

Love from yours truly

-Daniel Roy