To my…

I’m sure Father above has something to do with this. Maybe you have something to do with this too, don’t you, my darling. Well, whoever is involved, they are surely divine. Because a blessing like her is more than I could ever imagine.

Centuries of struggle, barely managing to be understood by any. All a man knew is how to give his light. That never meant everything was easy. To have company was always exhausting, no matter who it was. Folk are, after all, a strange bunch. And I could never say that I ever felt complete with anybody.

Until one faithful day…

We knew of each other. We had met once. A meer acquaintance. The old partner of one my comrades at dance camp. We meant nothing to each other back then.

But one day, I walked past a stranger, and we instantly recognized each other. This notice we both had was enough to stop us both in our tracks and offer our greetings. A strange feeling simmered inside of me. It told me “Spend time with her!”. I did not understand. I did not fancy her in the slightest, nor did I have any concerns for such an almost stranger. But the voice inside of me was completely sure. “Spend time with her!”

I was due to an old demon, that afternoon. A visit that left me feeling empty and grey, as always. I sadly repeated a miserable pattern I’m surely finished with now. Having finally escaped the cursed one, I made it back to my sanctuary. That’s when I remembered the voice. “Spend time with her!”

She was hesistant at first, but something inside her told her to take my offer of an evening meal. And thank Father above she did. What we both never expected was to find the one soul that was written for us both.

An effortless harmony sung that night. That whole entire night. And that tune somehow lasted decades more. Not even because we tried to keep the music alive. No. Life kept bringing us together, again and again and again. All we could both do was stare in wonder at how our perfect half could have ever existed.

I’m still at a complete disbelief. It’s so strange to ever meet somebody in whom my soul resonates with completely. Our souls were not strangers. Not in the slightest. We’d absolutely known each other and danced an endless dance long before. Just not in this lifetime. Tall statements, indeed. I know. But if anybody could ever feel the certainty the she and I feel whenever our souls get the chance to meet, then there would be no denial. We both just don’t understsnd our bond. It has only been a matter of days, but that would be an understatement. Centuries would not even suffice to marry the brilliance of our harmony. This divine occurrence scares me, I tell you that. I’ve never felt anything feel so perfect ever in my entire lifetime.

The spirits were warning me about this reconciliation. I had heard their calls time and time again. And so I sat here in the physical plane, awaiting the destined soul to come back to me. I was expecting the wrong somebodies the whole time. To come back to me? I was expecting to at least see you, my darling. But we all know how near impossible such a transition of worlds would ever be. It’s not as if Father above would permit such. And I also expected several others from the past to show their faces. Decades passed and not a soul in sight. I never expected the return would be from a soul from a different lifetime.

As she lays beside me now, we both still cannot fathom how we are in completely synchronisity. Was there ever supposed to be such a connection that bound so well? There are too many understatements I could continue to say. But words have no place here.

For once in my life, I am excited to float upon the flows of Life and let them take she and I wherever we are meant to be. This was all written, wasn’t it, my darling. Father refuses to tell me.

Thank you to the spirits, ancestors, angels, and guardians that support me. And thank the universe. This blessing has my complete gratitude. I will honour it. And I will honour her.

I’m still so confused. How am I floating so effortlessly? Life has never felt this way before. Nor has it shone so vividly.

Love from yours truly,

-Daniel Roy