I cannot help but wonder how she fares, right at this moment. Right at every moment, rather.

It’s not as if I have a sworn duty to her. But then again, I cannot help but feel that maybe I have. It’s as if we had both signed our contract a long time ago, and Father Above was there to witness it.

What do you know of this, my darling? Has Father Above, or even the angels above told you anything while you are up there?

Or am I just the lost ronin I am today, looking for a quest I know may not be mine. I’ve been looking away from my true duties lately. Still looking around if I can find her again.

My dear Dame of the Moon. I don’t know if she is well. But my soul can feel her tugging at my heart almost every night. How can I not help but worry.

Someone whispers to me still. Whispers just the way she always would when she needed me. But down here in this realm, she has vanquished any right I have to be about her.

I know she banished me, mistakenly. Out of inner frustration rage and confusion. She was hurt. I know. Of what, I do not know. But her lingering resentments she keeps deep inside had caused her to push me away, even though I know she never meant to.

So now I wander. Now I wonder. When will she find the courage to face her demons inside. When will she find the courage to acknowledge some truths she has continually denied. When will she surrender to the sweet, loving queen of warmth she knows she truly is, deep inside. When will she surrender to the truth of her soul. When will she face me.

I know you are an angel bestowed upon me, my darling. But I ask that please give her your blessings.

Grant her strength!

Grant her clarity!

Grant her honesty!

And of course, grant me your loving blessings, as I prepare for my true duties ahead.

It will be a long while until I earn my wings again. But I cannot help but be the guardian I always was.

Love from yours truly,

Daniel Roy